So do not be ashamed of your testimony to our Lord, nor of
me, a prisoner for his sake; but bear your share of hardship for
the gospel with the strength that comes from God. 2 Timothy 1:8-9
There were several times growing up when I thought about being
a priest. I served as an altar boy at church from 5th grade all
the way through my senior year in high school. It was in middle
school when I really began to start experiencing serious thoughts
that I might be called to the priesthood. I initially spoke with
the parish priest who advised me that I should continue to pray
and think about it but also to live the life of a normal child
as well. I went on through high school and decided that I wanted
to go to college and major in music. Music has always been one
of my deepest passions along with the Church.
Through my collegiate experience, I always found myself involved
in the Church wherever I was. I found that at times it was the
driving force for me. The thoughts about becoming a priest still
returned a lot and I eventually began to discuss this with a catholic
nun serving as pastoral associate for students who matter of factly
told me that I need to be asking the right questions. It was all
the encouragement that I needed along with the continued encouragement
from home. I am blessed to have both parents who very much support
my decision to become a priest. They have continued to support
me even when times were not so good.
The decision to enter the seminary was not as difficult as I thought
it would be. It was not easy leaving a lot of stuff behind at
first, but in many ways I was prepared for it as things sort of
fell into place at the right time. I began my studies at Mundelein
Seminary in 2005 and now I am heading into my third year there.
I am proud to be a seminarian for the Diocese of Springfield.
I continue to pray that more young men and women continue to answer
the call to service as priests and religious.
I
have learned in my life that God’s ways are always better
than my ways and His plans are always better than my plans. I
just hope people can learn to trust their lives to God and find
the joy in this dependence like I have found. Once you do, you
will be willing to follow Christ anywhere, even to death.
One
of the great messages of Pope Lohn Paul II's papacy was "Be
Not Afraid". What a blessing that statement has been for
me. The choice to enter the seminary is a series of one leap of
faith after another. Each one is a great blessing through which
God displays His infinite love for each of us, and each one helps
us to grow in love for Him. As we progress through our seminary
experience, we become far more aware of the wonders of our faith,
of the richness of our Church's theological tradition, and of
the wealth of the various personalities with whom we serve. It
is a great grace to follow Our Lord into whatever vocation He
may call us, but it is even moreso a profound blessing to follow
Him into Priesthood." "May
you be blessed with the strength to follow Him in love.
When
I chose this vocation, it took much discernment and prayer and
a firm purpose to serve God according to His Will. I had many
experiences in the world while serving in the United States Marine
Corps and working in various occupations and attending college
once leaving the military. There was a longing in most of what
I had accomplished to gain a closer relationship with God. I had
not felt close to God mainly because I had been away from the
Church for about 10 plus years of my life up until the age of
30 when I truly sensed that God was calling to something greater
in my life. When I returned to the Church in December of 2002,
I began to serve in several capacities of ministry such as Server,
Lector, and Eucharistic Minister. It was in these capacities that
I felt even closer to God and sensed that He was still drawing
me closer to Him. I began the first year of the Permanent Deaconate
program in the Springfield Diocese with the class of 2007. I felt
closer to what God was calling me to but still there was something
missing. After speaking to Fr. Mark Schulte, my pastor at St.
Bernard’s in Wood River, we came to the conclusion that
God may be calling me to the priesthood. I made my prayer of discernment
after our discussion and returned to him after one week with my
decision to begin the seminary process. I entered seminary at
Conception Seminary College in Missouri in August of 2004 and
completed two years of the college program and am now beginning
my first year of Theology at Mundelein Seminary just outside of
Chicago. It has been a long and challenging journey up to this
point, but I have never been happier and look forward to serving
God and His people in the Springfield Diocese upon ordination
in 2010.